alabaster bastard blues

"I want you to bite my lip until I can no longer speak And then suck my ex girlfriend’s name out of..."

Sat, 18 May 2013 01:40:45 -0400

“

I want you to bite my lip until I can no longer speak
And then suck my ex girlfriend’s name out of my mouth just to make sure she never comes up in our conversations.
I’m going to be honest, I’m not really a love poet
In fact, every time I try to write about love my hands cramp… just to show me how painful love can be.
And sometimes my pencils break, just to prove to me that every now and then love takes a little more work than you planned
See I heard that love is blind so, I write all my poems in Braille
And my poems are never actually finished because true love is endless.
I always believed that real love is kind of like a super model before she’s air brushed;
It’s pure and imperfect, just the way that God intended.
See I’m going to be honest, I’m not a love poet
But if I was to wake up tomorrow morning and decide that I really wanted to write about love I swear that my first poem…
It would be about you.

About how I loved you the same way that I learned how to ride a bike: Scared
But reckless with no training wheels or elbow pads so my scars can tell the story of how I fell for you.
You see, I’m not really a love poet
But if I was I’d write about how I see your face in every cloud and your reflection in every window
You see I’ve written like a million poems hoping that somehow maybe someway you’ll jump out of the page and be closer to me
Because if you were here, right now
I would massage your back until your skin sings songs that your lips don’t even know the words to.

Until your heartbeat sounds like my last name and you smile like the Pacific ocean
I want to drink the sunlight in your skin.
If I was a love poet
I’d write about how you have the audacity to be beautiful
Even on days when everything around you is ugly
You see I’d write about your eyelashes and how they are like violin strings that play symphonies every time you blink.

If I was a love poet
I’d write about how I melt in front of you like an ice sculpture
Every time I hear the vibration in your voice so whenever I see your name on the caller ID my heart
It plays hop scotch inside of my chest.
Yo it climbs on to my ribs like monkey bars and I feel like a child all over again.
I know this sounds strange but every now and then I pray that God somehow turns you back into one of my ribs…
Just so that I would never have to spend an entire day without you.

I swear, I’m not a love poet
But if I was to wake up tomorrow morning and decide that I really wanted to write about love
My first poem it would be about you
And after all of that she was like, so how do you feel about me?
And I said, put it like this:
I want to be your ex boyfriend’s stunt man. I want to do everything that he never had the courage to do like… trust you.

I swear that when our lips touch I can taste the next sixty years of my life.
And some days I want to swallow stacks of your pictures just so you can be a part of me for a little bit longer.
If I could I would sample your smile and then I would let my heart beat
Do the bass line, we would create the greatest love song of all time
Whenever, we stand next to each other, love I was the only one made for you and you can be at last my Etta James
I’ll be oh child when you’re in pain or you could be candy coated drops of rain
Even though it never rains in Southern California
And together, we could be music.

And when my friends ask if you’re my girlfriend
I’ll say no.
She is my musician
And me… I’m her favorite song.

”

- Rudy Francisco, “Love Poem Medley” (via larmoyante)

agreysanatomyfan: But now we’re family, and that means I worry...

Fri, 17 May 2013 22:41:05 -0400

agreysanatomyfan:

But now we’re family, and that means I worry about you.

confusedtree: That girl from earlier who was talking about how racism only happens if you’re too...

Fri, 17 May 2013 22:38:25 -0400

confusedtree:

That girl from earlier who was talking about how racism only happens if you’re too sensitive and that words are just words is now talking about how funny she thinks the people she’s hurt are and that she’s going to smoke a bowl and watch this week’s Game of Thrones and not care about any of this

Given that according to her words only have what meaning you give them I’ve gone ahead and spoiled the next two seasons of Game of Thrones in her inbox but don’t worry it’s okay she’ll forget how to read

However long it takes.

Fri, 17 May 2013 22:26:24 -0400

However long it takes.

Parks & Recreation (x)

Fri, 17 May 2013 21:56:33 -0400

Parks & Recreation (x)

I want the autotuned song of Andy crying set as my ringtone for the rest of my life

Fri, 17 May 2013 19:52:30 -0400

I want the autotuned song of Andy crying set as my ringtone for the rest of my life

slexiefeels: Everything she says is so damn adorable. ♥ 17th...

Fri, 17 May 2013 19:12:01 -0400

slexiefeels:

Everything she says is so damn adorable. ♥

17th May 2012, RIP Alexandra Caroline Grey

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Fri, 17 May 2013 18:31:15 -0400

Olaf Otto Becker

Fri, 17 May 2013 18:18:47 -0400

Olaf Otto Becker

emilyafricaa: LIL’ DARLINGS.

Fri, 17 May 2013 18:13:44 -0400

emilyafricaa:

LIL’ DARLINGS.

If I’ve ever talked to you about TVD I am deeply, deeply sorry. You can laugh all you want but...

Fri, 17 May 2013 18:08:20 -0400

If I’ve ever talked to you about TVD I am deeply, deeply sorry. You can laugh all you want but please at least think it’s endearing and that I’m adorable.

I am not sorry that i’m in love with you. I love you, Damon.

Fri, 17 May 2013 18:05:47 -0400

I am not sorry that i’m in love with you. I love you, Damon.

theyearofdelena115: #HIS FACE IN THAT SECOND GIF THO #LIKE HE...

Fri, 17 May 2013 18:05:26 -0400

theyearofdelena115:

#HIS FACE IN THAT SECOND GIF THO #LIKE HE FINALLY HEARS THE GIRL HIS LOVED FOR 2 YEARS ACTUALLY CONFIRM HER LOVE FOR HIM #AND HE CAN’T FUCKING BELIEVE IT #BECAUSE THAT SIRE BOND SHIT MESSED HIM UP #AND THEN HE BASICALLY RUNS AND SLAMS HIMSELF AGAINST HER #LIKE HE NEEDS FOR AIR #BECAUSE SHE’S HIS HAPPINESS #I CAN’T

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Fri, 17 May 2013 17:51:47 -0400

Jason and Will holding hands while walking thru NY.

Fri, 17 May 2013 17:49:54 -0400

Jason and Will holding hands while walking thru NY.

Today has been really good so far, half probably because I have been way too busy to be upset about...

Fri, 17 May 2013 17:40:24 -0400

Today has been really good so far, half probably because I have been way too busy to be upset about things, half because I had a really great day at work but hey, I’m not complaining either way. I’ll take busy good days over relaxing sad days every time.

……please tell me that episode did not just happen……..

Fri, 17 May 2013 01:02:32 -0400

……please tell me that episode did not just happen……..

WTF WAS THAT EPISODE OF TVD WTF WHAT AND NOW HAHA 2 MINUTES INTO GREY’S AND I’M...

Fri, 17 May 2013 00:01:58 -0400

WTF WAS THAT EPISODE OF TVD

WTF

WHAT

AND NOW HAHA 2 MINUTES INTO GREY’S AND I’M RUINED

When was the last time you sobbed during an episode of The Vampire Diaries because I’m totally...

Thu, 16 May 2013 23:50:41 -0400

When was the last time you sobbed during an episode of The Vampire Diaries because I’m totally not doing that right now. That would be stupid. Nope. No way. Completely emotionless over here.

I mean, thankfully, it can’t get any worse than the horrific killing of my favorite television...

Thu, 16 May 2013 22:48:14 -0400

I mean, thankfully, it can’t get any worse than the horrific killing of my favorite television character and the love of her life but hey, Shonda will probably do her best :-)